Taproot - ILyrics

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold, I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old, I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight, I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about, I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one, I hate myself sometimes, I love myself, I need this way of life because it holds me Contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthy now I've made it through those lies and deceit, I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure now that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate