Plan B - EverydayLyrics

Every morning when I wake Every morning when I wake This is my life everyday this is my life everyday Wake up in the morning notice something ain't right 'cause although the sun is shinning there is no light I open up my curtains wipe the sleep from my eyes to tired to realize I've lost my sight Blinded by my ignorance I prepare my self for the day, Thinking this sinking feeling will go away As I set off on my track the little voice in my head says turn back, But when I want to turn back it's too late Darkness surrounds me drowning me in sorrow, 'cause I know today will be no different from tomorrow Hope is quickly fading soon I'll be too far gone for saving my soul will go and leave my body hollow And still in the face of adversity I search for an inner strength Try and stand firm with both fists clenched But I can't find my heart it's like the fuckin' thing's deserted me It used to be there this makes no sense So I pray to a god that I'm not even sure if I believe in To help me in my hour of need and keep me breathing I pray to this god that created a place called Eden A paradise to put Adam and eve in But I don't think he hears me speaking I'm starting to weaken Now I'm reaching for what's fake Poisoning my body to escape Suddenly I'm overwhelmed with optimism my shoulders no longer feel the weight Yeah life feels great but its fake. Every morning when I wake Every morning when I wake This is my life everyday this is my life everyday Wake up in the morning notice something ain't right 'cause although the sun is shinning there is no light It's fake 'cause I know the smile on my face is only there 'cause I'm too intoxicated to care That inside my soul I cant find no hope just a gaping whole where it used to be there An amendable tear That when I'm sober hurts more than I can bare It just ain't fair And soon I'll be back in normality When the poison wears off and my whole bodies aching from the pain of reality The pain of reality starts to grab at me Love is a fallacy and I'm staring straight at death as it tries take another stab at me I'm down on my knees And I'm begging Someone hear me please answer my questions Why is my life just one big deep depression Is this gods way of teaching me a lesson Forgive me father for I have sinned This is my confession I do bad things and I don't know why I do them I try to do good deeds but people see right through them I can't get close to no one, 'cause they won't let me How can I feel like a man if they don't respect me Is that my heart? I feel starting to sink As the more I talk I'm starting to think That maybe I feel this way because of the mistakes I've made And it ain't got shit to do with no one else I can only blame myself It's me who's bad for my health And only I can rectify what is wrong in my life if only I tried a little bit harder It all comes down to a choice what would I rather Stay how I am and watch the days get darker or forgive myself, get on with my life And not look back after