Orange Blue - GuiltyLyrics

Sometimes I wonder where I stand in my life Always remembering what I've been through It's good to have someone to take in the arms and cry When I was feelin' bad I've always wished I had friends like you I've never been in the mood to give up 'Cause there was always something to be done I seemed to be born to be sad in my life I was taught to respect, will I be able to love my wife? Feeling guilty, I'm guilty Like I've been guilty every time And life is too short To try to understand I better look for someone Who wants to try to hold my hand Tried out all drugs And be high from nine to five But I can't escape No, I can't escape from my life That's why I'm guilty, why I'm so guilty I'm guilty of being shy Feeling guilty, I'm so guilty I'm bad 'cause I don't try I've never contradicted And the only one I hate is me But I believe one day I'll be free But I'm guilty, feel so lonely Yet still I try, I try to make the best of my life I'm guilty for my life