Brian Vander Ark - A Million ThingsLyrics

There's a million things I'd like to say But if you'll stay I'll try to hold 'em back a little. And a million things I'd like to hear before you disappear And then you raise your voice a little. It's been a minute and it's no surprise, That you roll your eyes every time I wanna talk about it. Another minute you throw up your hands And then you make demands like you never wanna hear about it. So let's be clear about it, [Chorus] There's a million things I wish you were But what's for sure is one thing I wish you were not. I wish you weren't the one to leave me stranded Here empty handed with a head full of wishes. There's a million words and I've said none, I've held them on my tongue and carry them into the evening. I lie in bed and swallow every word and though it seems absurd, It's worth it to keep you from leaving. And in the morning when I lie awake because my insides ache, I try to get back to a dream about it. Where every word makes up the air you breathe. You never think to leave 'cause you know you couldn't live without 'em. You won't survive without 'em. [Chorus]