Ides of Winter - DisintegrateLyrics

The pills kept me sane And the pills kept me lost forever Diluted half the fame Quiet they say, or we'll start again My life's against a wall A firing squad aims for pleasure The casings around me fall The exit holes, always sting and the voices say... Do it again. At the end of the day. It's all pretend. These walls won't pray for me. They can't stop grinning. Do it again. We won't hurt you. It's all pretend. These hands don't pray for me. Breathing on the phone. A universe away. Melting into the floor or an early grave. Hoping I'm okay, but it sure doesn't seem that way. A lady speaks from there, I don't quite know. Responding to the questions, from an empty dial tone... "We know who you are, you're a superstar. But stay on the line, 'cause this time You've gone way too fucking far." It really doesn't matter what they say The doors are locked and windows barred Frozen in one place Do it again. At the end of the day. It's all pretend. These lines don't pray for me. An old beginning. Do it again. We won't hurt you. It's all pretend. Do it again, do it again. It's all pretend. These scars don't pray for me. Silent shame. They thought they had me in But I showed them when I left forever I revel in all the fame With all of us, we're one in the same A pity they never called I'm losing touch, not knowing the answer Black crayons against my wall To mask the gap that grows still wilder It peels my soul away Strip by strip I'm gone forever But, I revel in all the fame With all of us, we're one in the same.